Emotionally, you perverts! I’m snowed in tonight and not glad about the fact. Days like today, there’s too much time to myself and relief isn’t coming soon. C’s decided to spend the night at his mom’s, which closer to his job, to avoid the potential danger of the unploughed snow. Initially, I was not pleased [...]
Posts Tagged ‘mental illness’
Baring it all…
Posted in borderline personality disorder, tagged depression, emotions, mental, mental illness on December 20, 2009 | 3 Comments »
Follow Up
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged depression, love, mental illness, Relationships, the other woman on December 6, 2009 | 1 Comment »
I spent the better part of yesterday brooding, as you can probably tell by my previous post. It was perfect weather to be sullen. It was around 3pm when some girl friends from upstate (Rutgers New Brunswick) called to tell me that they were in town and asked me to go out to an early [...]
Sunday Morning
Posted in Life, tagged depression, love, mental illness, modeling, Philadelphia Zoo, Relationships on November 15, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
“I know who I am, but who are you? You’re not looking like you used to You’re on the other side of the mirror So nothing’s looking quite as clear Thank you, for turning on the light Thank you, now you’re the parasite I didn’t think you had it in you And now, you’re looking [...]
Another Tarot Reading of the Day
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged emotions, love, mental illness, Relationships, tarot on September 18, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I always use the Celtic Cross because I usually get the best results that way. 1.) The main concern: Justice – Simplest answer is a fair result. Self-examination. A need t balance your life. A moral choice. Be careful when blaming others or the alternative extreme, believing that everything is your fault. Awareness/ Action. Taking [...]
Irony and Dark thoughts
Posted in Life, tagged mental illness, Philly on September 14, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
After spending a couple days basically sequestered in my apartment, I forced myself to go out when a friend called me this morning to go apartment shopping with them. It was fairly uneventful. All of them were in very nice areas in Philly but I was so preoccupied with my own private thoughts and stresses [...]
A sad truth about strippers
Posted in borderline personality disorder, Life, stripper, tagged comics, love, mental illness, rape, Spider-man, Strip Club on July 31, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
“I can’t stay back here [in the couch dance room] much longer or I will end up raping you.”, said the old man chuckling to himself. I went blank save for a fake smile. “Alright.”, is all I could say. Men have no idea that when they say that kind of thing to a stripper, [...]
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